lovinggreysslp Posted October 3, 2015 Share Posted October 3, 2015 I am sorry. Sending gentle hugs for you both. Quote Cosmo (Fuzz Face Cosmos), Holmes (He's a Dream), Boomer (USS Baby Boomer), Ella and missing our angels Clay (Red Clay), Train (Nite Train), Trip (Bock's Teddy Bear),Larry (Bohemian Frigid) and Jimmy (Bohemian Raw) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
winnie Posted October 3, 2015 Share Posted October 3, 2015 Oh Alicia, Just seeing this post now and was hoping for better news when I got to page 2. I'm so, so sorry. Henry is lucky to have you and Sterling. Wishing you peaceful days ahead. Quote Laura with Celeste (ICU Celeste) and Galgos Beatrix and Encarna The Horse - Gracie (MD Grace E) Bridge Angels Faye Oops (Santa Fe Oops), Bonny (Bonny Drive), Darcy (D's Zipperfoot) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
seeh2o Posted October 3, 2015 Share Posted October 3, 2015 Alicia, I'm just catching up on this, I'm just so very sorry. There aren't enough words to express it. My heart goes out to you. Quote Sunsands Doodles: Doodles aka Claire, Bella Run Softly: Softy aka Bowie (the Diamond Dog) Missing my beautiful boy Sunsands Carl 2.25.2003 - 4.1.2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
a_daerr Posted October 4, 2015 Author Share Posted October 4, 2015 Well, we're home. The aspirate of his chest mass confirmed what we already knew- malignant cancer. They did some tests in-house and said it was VERY bad. Not a fibrosarcoma like last time, some really ugly, terrible metastatic cancer that resembles hemangiosarcoma. Took some more rads of the legs, and there were a few suspicious areas on both of them in addition to a few small nodules on his lungs. These all surfaced quickly and unexpectedly, as his lung rads from six months ago were pristine. The pragmatist in me is trying to line everything up so that we don't have to make any hasty decisions when the time comes... but obviously, my heart is broken in two. I am terrified, and I feel like it's just a matter of days now. We're hoping to still make Dewey on Wednesday so Henry can experience one last trip, a walk on the beach, and a final goodbye to everyone who loved him. But I'm honestly not sure if poor Henry will make it that long. He is snuggled up in our bed right now with a belly full of McDonalds hamburgers. I promised him that I would stop crying, and that we would enjoy our time left. I told him I was sorry, that I did my best, and I know he did his. We just ran out of spare legs this time. Thank you to everyone for their well-wishes. I haven't had the chance to respond to everyone, but I appreciate all of your comments and PMs. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tbhounds Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 You did do your best--please repeat that to yourself. Hugs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
45MPHK9 Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 I told him I was sorry, that I did my best, and I know he did his. So true on all counts. Wish the outcome could have been better for you both. Quote Tricia with Kyle, our senior mutt dog Always missing Murray Maldives, Bee Wiseman, River, Hopper, Kaia, and Holly Oaks Holly“You don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows.“ -Bob Dylan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Beachbum1 Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 (edited) Edited October 4, 2015 by Beachbum1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XTRAWLD Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Just catching up on this. I'm so sorry to read this news. I'm hoping it's not like the aggressive hemangiosarcoma Kasey had, however it's unbelievably brutal how aggressive that cancer can be. Now that you know though, cherish every single last day you have with him. Make them the best last days for both of you ever. Do easy simple things that he loves: treats, food, grooming, car rides if he can handle it, the works. It'll be worth it. Thinking of you..... Quote Proudly owned by:10 year old "Ryder" CR Redman Gotcha May 201012.5 year old Angel "Kasey" Goodbye Kasey Gotcha July 2005-Aug 1, 2015 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarabz Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 I'm so sorry - you absolutely did your best. Heartbroken for you. Quote Dave (GLS DeviousDavid) - 6/27/18 Gracie (AMF Saying Grace) - 10/21/12 Bella (KT Britta) - 4/29/05 to 2/13/20 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rickiesmom Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 I am so sorry. No matter how we try, we are never prepared when this happens. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest AimeeBee Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Oh no, Alicia! I am so very sorry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
3greytjoys Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Oh Alicia, after all you and Henry have been through, I'm so deeply sorry that he has been stricken with more cancer. Glad that you were so alert to all his signs of pain and rushed him in for tests. My heart goes out to you all. I imagine Henry will be comforted by your loving, calming presence at home. Wishing you more gifted moments, pictures, and perhaps a clipping of his beautiful red brindle fur. You're all in our positive thoughts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Charlies_Dad Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Alicia, I am so very very sorry. Like all, I was hoping for good news but it is not to be. Henry is such a special boy and he reminds me a lot of Charlie. I wish you both some special moments over the coming days and please know you did everything for your boy and gave him so much extra time full of love. Hang in there and give Henry a hug from me. Kyle Quote Kyle with Stewie ('Super C Ledoux, Super C Sampson x Sing It Blondie) and forever missing my three angels, Jack ('Roy Jack', Greys Flambeau x Miss Cobblepot) and Charlie ('CTR Midas Touch', Leo's Midas x Hallo Argentina) and Shelby ('Shari's Hooty', Flying Viper x Shari Carusi) running free across the bridge. Gus an coinnich sinn a'rithist my boys and little girl. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
galgrey Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Nooo! I'm so very sorry. Quote Cynthia, & Cristiano, galgoAlways in my heart: Frostman Newdawn Frost, Keno Jet Action & Chloe (NGA racing name unknown), Irys (galgo), Hannah (weim), Cruz (galgo), & Carly CW Your Charming Princess http://www.greyhound-data.com/d?i=1018857 "It came to me that every time I lose a dog they take a piece of my heart with them. And every new dog who comes into my life, gifts me with a piece of their heart. If I live long enough, all the components of my heart will be dog, and I will become as generous and loving as they are." -- Unknown Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cleptogrey Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 henry beat the bastard once, that's more than most dogs get to. as always you have provided the most support for your pups and cancer has no rhyme or reason and no kindness. cancer sucks, i'm so sorry..... how is truman doing with all of the emotions flying thru the house? he will react to his loss as well- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kudzu Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 The pragmatist in me is trying to line everything up so that we don't have to make any hasty decisions when the time comes... but obviously, my heart is broken in two. I am terrified, and I feel like it's just a matter of days now. We're hoping to still make Dewey on Wednesday so Henry can experience one last trip, a walk on the beach, and a final goodbye to everyone who loved him. But I'm honestly not sure if poor Henry will make it that long. May he last that long and longer. Completely understand wanting to bring him to Dewey one more time and I know you would only do it if you thought he would be comfortable enough to enjoy the trip. Would like to gently suggest you consider how you would handle an emergency while traveling. Having dealt with hemangiosarcoma & something else HS-ish, things can turn terribly worse at lightening speed. It could be very difficult to deal with while on the road. At Dewey may be a different matter. It might be easier to deal with, logistically. You could perhaps find a mobile vet there to come to your hotel. While in route to or from is what would concern me most. It's just that I've gone through it and, well, I'm not good in a crisis so from my perspective I'd rather not face that while on the road. The way things happened with my dogs is very contrary to the peaceful departure at home that you are planning. I'm sorry. Am not trying to sound harsh or make you feel worse, but I thought it best to say anyway. [The above written with tears in my eyes.] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Potomacpupsmom Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Oh Alicia, I am so sorry. Just enjoy every day with him as a gift, and make him as happy as possible. Quote Humans Kathy and Jim with our girls, Ivy (Carolina Spoon) and Cherry (Fly Cherry Pie) Missing our beautiful angel Breeze (Dighton Breeze) and angel Beka (BM Beko) - you are forever in our hearts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
queenwinniesmom Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 oh, alicia, i can't tell you how sorry i am for you and sterling and henry. i'm crying for you and your sweet, brave, beautiful boy. i know he could not have a more caring, compassionate, unselfish family. you have done everything you can for him out of unconditional love, and he knows that. you are all in our thoughts and prayers for your time together, however long. if you don't go to dewey, and want to talk or get together, please let me know. i'm feeling better, and can actually go out like a semi-normal person. sending hugs. Quote Nancy, Mom to Evangelina and Kiva Missing Lacey, Patsy, Buster, my heart dog Nick, Winnie, Pollyanna, Tess, my precious Lydia, Calvin Lee, my angel butterfly Laila, and kitties Lily, Sam and Simon My Etsy shop: http://www.etsy.com/shop/Catsburgandhoundtown Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
a_daerr Posted October 4, 2015 Author Share Posted October 4, 2015 (edited) Henry started to decline through the night and became very swollen and painful. He could hardly stand. I can't really explain it, but there was something about seemed so defeated. He was ready to go. We called the visiting vet and said goodbye earlier today. When I'm able, I will write a proper tribute to Henry. I do want to say thank you to everyone who sent words of kindness and support. There are no words to explain our sadness and heartbreak. Edited October 4, 2015 by a_daerr Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ramonaghan Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Shedding many tears for you and your sweet boy; he and his huge smile touched so many of us from afar. You did everything you could for him, and he knew it. I am so sorry for you and Sterling and Truman. Rest well, Henry. Quote Rachel with littermates Doolin and Willa, boss cat Tootie, and feline squatters Crumpet and Fezziwig. Missing gentlemen kitties Mud, Henry, and Richard and our beautiful, feisty, silly Sweep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
macoduck Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Henry had the best family ever. I am so sorry that he had to leave you. Quote Freshy (Droopys Fresh), NoAh the podenco orito, Rita the podenco maneta, Howie the portuguese podengo maneto Angels: Lila, the podenco, Mr X aka Denali, Lulu the podenco andaluz, Hada the podenco maneta, Georgie Girl (UMR Cordella), Charlie the iggy, Mazy (CBR Crazy Girl), Potato, my mystery ibizan girl, Allen (M's Pretty Boy), Percy (Fast But True), Mikey (Doray's Patuti), Pudge le mutt, Tessa the iggy, Possum (Apostle), Gracie (Dusty Lady), Harold (Slatex Harold), "Cousin" Simon our step-iggy, Little Dude the iggy ,Bandit (Bb Blue Jay), Niña the galgo, Wally (Allen Hogg), Thane (Pog Mo Thoine), Oliver (JJ Special Agent), Comet, & Rosie our original mutt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
45MPHK9 Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Oh my God. Quote Tricia with Kyle, our senior mutt dog Always missing Murray Maldives, Bee Wiseman, River, Hopper, Kaia, and Holly Oaks Holly“You don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows.“ -Bob Dylan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NeylasMom Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 I'm so sorry Alicia. This is so sudden and unexpected. Unfortunately I have some idea of what you're going through. I hope you can take some comfort in knowing you did the right thing for Henry. Quote Jen, CPDT-KA with Zuri, lab in a greyhound suit, Violet, formerly known as Faith, Skye, the permanent puppy, Cisco, resident cat, and my baby girl Neyla, forever in my heart "The great thing about science is that you're free to disagree with it, but you'll be wrong." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest elizabeth7418 Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 Just catching up on this now. I'm so sorry Alicia. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bradymom Posted October 4, 2015 Share Posted October 4, 2015 I am so sorry Henry had to leave. Quote The handsome boy Brady, mid-morning nap. The sun, the sun feels so, so, so good. I can't keep my eyes open ... ... Retirement agrees ... ... and the Diva Ms India, 2001 - 10/16/2009 .... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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