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My poor sweet Peanut. I am at a loss without her and don't know how to go on. She was fine this morning but shedding terribly. I thought I would brush her upon letting her out. I was brushing her and like normal she curled her spine but this time something horrible happened. She fell over suddenly struggling to get up and I was trying to help her then she just fell flat and screamed and then she was gone. Needless to say I have not been dealing well. I tried to help her but there was nothing I could do. All I can do is keep thinking why and if I just wouldn't have brushed her or if I didn't leave her out she would still be here. I miss her so much and it hurts so bad. I feel like it is my fault and it is so hard to stop blaming myself. I miss her so much!

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I'm so sorry to read you have lost her. These horrible things just come out of the blue.... brushing would not have been to blame and I expect being brushed would have been her last and happy memory. Most likely a catastrophic failure of blood supply to the brain, something just waiting to happen and they go out like a light. Run free at the Bridge Peanut.

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What a shock! I'm so very sorry for your loss. :grouphug

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Sending lots of hugs :bighug

This is very similar to how my Jazzy left me. The feeling is horrible. :cry1 You were with her giving her loving care. She knows she was loved.

Godspeed Peanut.

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How tragic, I am so very sorry. As others said, she left this world knowing love and a soft touch. Wishing you peace.

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How awful for you. I am so very sorry for your loss. Unfortunately, things just happen and we don't know why.

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.... brushing would not have been to blame and I expect being brushed would have been her last and happy memory.

I know all too well how easy it is to question what you have done and if you had done something different then the outcome would not be as it is.

I hope instead that you will see your actions as your final confirmation of your love for her before her passing; her last happy memory as JohnF pointed out.

 

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I'm so very sorry. What an awful shock for you, and a terrible loss.

 

Godspeed Peanut.

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I'm so sorry

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That is a devastating way to lose a beloved pet. Not only are you dealing with the loss, but you are feeling guilt, anger and remorse. Please know that it was not your fault. Let yourself grieve---you need to do that in your own way and your own time.

Your pain and your love are so clear, and we are sharing your sadness. Believe me, she knew that she was very loved, right up till the end.

I'm so sorry you lost your precious Peanut.

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I am so so sorry. :'(

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I'm so very sorry. :f_pink

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I am so sorry for your loss and for the devastating circumstances. As others have said, sometimes it just isn't possible to know why things happen as they do, so please be kind to yourself. :grouphug

 

Rest in peace, sweet Peanut, loved and remembered always.

 

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I'm so sorry. The pain of a sudden loss can seem unbearable. Please know... It is not your fault. Nothing you did caused it or could have prevented it.

 

Run free, Peanut.

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