Guest Cara_Lea Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 It has been almost a year since we lost Choo.. she left us last April.. and I have never been able to write a Remembrance for her. Why? Anger, mostly. We believe we lost her to a brain tumour and I have been pissed off at the world since. I've felt guilty about not giving her the tribute that she deserves... but I just couldn't... in truth, I still don't feel like I can do her justice here. Then just a little over a week ago we lost Show. He'd been having health issues since not long after we lost Choo. First allergies.. and then lethargy and pain that we couldn't really pin down. We ran tests.. we treated symptoms.. we were at the vet every other week trying to figure it out. Our time ran out on Thursday March 21. He was panting and seeming uncomfortable. I checked him over and his gums were almost white. We got him up to the vet clinic right away, but his beautiful, big heart just gave out. I can't say I'm anywhere near done grieving either of them. I'm not even to the point of really processing the loss of either of them... but today I felt ready to write, at least this little bit. They were both amazing dogs, for totally different reasons. They will both be in my heart forever. I want them to be honoured as they deserve to be, even if I am still struggling with my own grief. This picture shows how I see them at the bridge today... hanging out together, laying in the sunshine. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HopeForHounds Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I know how hard this was to write. I know how much you loved them both. They were very, very cool dogs. I'm so happy I played a part in bringing both of these cool kids home to you. Love you CL. Quote Casual Bling & Hope for HoundsJanet & the hounds Maggie and Allen Missing my baby girl Peanut, old soul Jake, quirky Jet, Mama Grandy and my old Diva Miz Foxy; my angel, my inspiration. You all brought so much into my light, and taught me so much about the power of love, you are with me always.If you get the chance to sit it out or dance.......... I hope you dance! Missing our littlest girl. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest IrskasMom Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 Everybody grieves on their own Terms . Show and Choo knew they were loved and we know it to. Run free sweet Angels Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarcR Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I'm so sorry. Quote Marc and Myun plus Starbuck (the cat)Pinky my AWOL girl, wherever you are, I miss you.Angels Honey (6/30/99-11/3/11) Nadia (5/11/99-6/4/12) Kara (6/5/99-7/17/12) Cleo (4/13/2000-4/19/2014) Antnee (12/1/2002=2/20/17) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Houndtime Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I am so very sorry for your losses. Quote Irene Ullmann w/Flying Odin and Mama Mia in Lower Delaware Angels Brandy, John E, American Idol, Paul, Fuzzy and Shine Handcrafted Greyhound and Custom Clocks http://www.houndtime.com Zoom Doggies-Racing Coats for Racing Greyhounds Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dante2zoe Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I understand your grief, frustration and anger. But, I also understand your love and devotion, as did they. Wishing you peace and comfort as you continue to process your losses. We share your pain. Quote Cindy with Miss Fancypants, Paris Bueller, Zeke, and Angus Dante (Dg's Boyd), Zoe (In a While), Brady (Devilish Effect), Goose (BG Shotgun), Maverick (BG ShoMe), Maggie (All Trades Jax), Sherman (LNB Herman Bad) and Indy (BYB whippet) forever in my heart The flame that burns the brightest, burns the fastest and leaves the biggest shadow Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
greytpups Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 For me, I found I never stop missing Bailey, nor does the pain ever go away, it just becomes tolerable. We all grieve differently; it's a process. Let yourself be whatever you need to be...no apologies, no excuses. We'll be here for you. Quote Jan with precious pups Emmy (Stormin J Flag) and Simon (Nitro Si) and Abbey Field. Missing my angels: Bailey Buffetbobleclair 11/11/98-17/12/09; Ben Task Rapid Wave 5/5/02-2/11/15; Brooke Glo's Destroyer 7/09/06-21/06/16 and Katie Crazykatiebug 12/11/06 -21/08/21. My blog about grief The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not get over the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same, nor would you want to. ― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VinnieAndRexsMom Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 Beautiful... both of them. I'm sorry they had to leave. May you all find peace. Quote Tonya, mom to May, and my angels Vinnie, Rex, Red, Chase, and Jake. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
45MPHK9 Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I'm sorry for your losses. Quote Tricia with Kyle, our senior mutt dog Always missing Murray Maldives, Bee Wiseman, River, Hopper, Kaia, and Holly Oaks Holly“You don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows.“ -Bob Dylan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remolacha Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I am so sorry, for both Choo and Show It can be so hard to express how you feel, words just don't seem adequate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
galgrey Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I so understand. Quote Cynthia, & Cristiano, galgoAlways in my heart: Frostman Newdawn Frost, Keno Jet Action & Chloe (NGA racing name unknown), Irys (galgo), Hannah (weim), Cruz (galgo), & Carly CW Your Charming Princess http://www.greyhound-data.com/d?i=1018857 "It came to me that every time I lose a dog they take a piece of my heart with them. And every new dog who comes into my life, gifts me with a piece of their heart. If I live long enough, all the components of my heart will be dog, and I will become as generous and loving as they are." -- Unknown Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PrairieProf Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I'm so sorry for your losses. What a beautiful, happy picture and, I hope, memory. Quote With Cocoa (DC Chocolatedrop), missing B for Beth (2006-2015)And kitties C.J., Klara, Bernadette, John-Boy, & Sinbad Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neighsayer Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 Hugs! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
schultzlc Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I am so very sorry. Quote Laura, mom to Luna (Boc's Duchess) and Nova (Atascocita Venus).Forever in my heart, Phantom (Tequila Nights) and Zippy (Iruska Monte). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
grey14me Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I am so very sorry. Quote Michelle...forever missing her girls, Holly 5/22/99-9/13/10 and Bailey 8/1/93-7/11/05 Religion is the smile on a dog...Edie Brickell Wag more, bark less :-) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
robinw Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I'm so sorry. I remember when you adopted Choo Choo after she retired from the Race for Adoption. It was like you adopted a star! I'm very sorry about Show, also. So much loss on less than a year Quote Xavi the galgo and Peter the cat. Missing Iker the galgo ?-Feb.9/19, Treasure (USS Treasure) April 12/01-May 6/13, Phoenix (Hallo Top Son) Dec.14/99-June 4/11 and Loca (Reko Swahili) Oct.9/95 - June 1/09, Allen the boss cat, died late November, 2021, age 19. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest undergreysspell Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I'm so very sorry for your losses. Godspeed sweet angels. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gazehund Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 The GUR to help get Choo home to you remains one of my fondest and most fun memories over many years dealing with greyhounds. She was one special hound. I am sorry for your losses. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KahluasMagic Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I am so sorry. Quote Lynn Missing Pepper,Magic,Kahlua, Hobbit Ziggy Jasper and Bella Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GreyPoopon Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 I am so very sorry. They were both much too young to have to leave. Godspeed Choo. Godspeed Show. Quote Standard Poodle Daisy (12/13) Missing Cora (RL Nevada 5/99-10/09), Piper (Cee Bar Easy 2/99-1/10), Tally (Thunder La La 9/99-3/10), Edie (Daring Reva 9/99-10/12), Dixie (Kiowa Secret Sue 11/01-1/13), Jessie (P's Real Time 11/98-3/13), token boy Graham (Zydeco Dancer 9/00-5/13), Cal (Back Already 12/99-11/13), Betsy (Back Kick Beth 11/98-12/13), Standard Poodles Minnie (1/99-1/14) + Perry (9/98-2/14), Annie (Do Marcia 9/03-10/14), Pink (Miss Pinky Baker 1/02-6/15), Poppy (Cmon Err Not 8/05-1/16), Kat (Jax Candy 5/05-5/17), Ivy (Jax Isis 10/07-7/21), Hildy (Braska Hildy 7/10-12/22), Opal (Jax Opal 7/08-4/23). Toodles (BL Toodles 7/09-4/24) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BrentsMom Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 When I saw her name... I started to cry (still crying as I type) I'm sorry for your pain... But know, my heart hurts for you... When I heard she needed help with transport... I knew I would do anything for one of Mandy's babies...I remembering walking Choo at the airport and thinking she had Mandy's swagger.... From stories, I think they were very similar. I feel your pain.... Our girls were special, no doubt... When I heard the news, I couldn't bring myself to ask, I'm sorry for that...... I also met Show... At the time I didn't know he was going home with you... I was so happy when I heard that news.... They were without a doubt, 2 awesome dogs... They were LOVED that's what matters!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BatterseaBrindl Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 So very sorry for your losses. Remember the good times you had with them...... Quote Nancy...Mom to Sid (Peteles Tiger), Kibo (112 Carlota Galgos) and Joshi. Missing Casey, Gomer, Mona, Penelope, BillieJean, Bandit, Nixon (Starz Sammie), Ruby (Watch Me Dash) Nigel (Nigel), and especially little Mario, waiting at the Bridge. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheFullHouse Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 Choo and Show were both very special dogs Cara Lea, I'm so very sorry you lost them both. I picture them together at the bridge sharing a sunbeam. Quote Judy, mom to Darth Vader, Bandita, And Angel Forever in our hearts, DeeYoGee, Dani, Emmy, Andy, Heart, Saint, Valentino, Arrow, Gee, Bebe, Jilly Bean, Bullitt, Pistol, Junior, Sammie, Joey, Gizmo, Do Bee Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MP_the4pack Posted March 31, 2013 Share Posted March 31, 2013 They were a very beautiful pair. It's hard to lose heart and soul hounds. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Batmom Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 {{{{{{{{{{{Cara Lea}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry for your losses. Run with the angels, Choo and Show. Quote Star aka Starz Ovation (Ronco x Oneco Maggie*, litter #48538), Coco aka Low Key (Kiowa Mon Manny x Party Hardy, litter # 59881), and mom in IllinoisWe miss Reko Batman (Trouper Zeke x Marque Louisiana), 11/15/95-6/29/06, Rocco the thistledown whippet, 04/29/93-10/14/08, Reko Zema (Mo Kick x Reko Princess), 8/16/98-4/18/10, the most beautiful girl in the whole USA, my good egg Joseph aka Won by a Nose (Oneco Cufflink x Buy Back), 09/22/2003-03/01/2013, and our gentle sweet Gidget (Digitizer, Dodgem by Design x Sobe Mulberry), 1/29/2006-11/22/2014, gone much too soon. Never forgetting CJC's Buckshot, 1/2/07-10/25/10. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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