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Six Months Since Loca Passed Away


robinw

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December 1 is six months since Loca passed away. If only I could stop beating myself up for my decisions. If only she wasn't in so much pain at the end. I just want her back.

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Xavi the galgo and Peter the cat. Missing Iker the galgo ?-Feb.9/19, Treasure (USS Treasure) April 12/01-May 6/13, Phoenix (Hallo Top Son) Dec.14/99-June 4/11 and Loca (Reko Swahili) Oct.9/95 - June 1/09, Allen the boss cat, died late November, 2021, age 19.

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Ah Robin, I wish I could help. But I'm sort of in the same boat.

 

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Standard Poodle Daisy (12/13)
Missing Cora (RL Nevada 5/99-10/09), Piper (Cee Bar Easy 2/99-1/10), Tally (Thunder La La 9/99-3/10), Edie (Daring Reva 9/99-10/12), Dixie (Kiowa Secret Sue 11/01-1/13), Jessie (P's Real Time 11/98-3/13), token boy Graham (Zydeco Dancer 9/00-5/13), Cal (Back Already 12/99-11/13), Betsy (Back Kick Beth 11/98-12/13), Standard Poodles Minnie (1/99-1/14) + Perry (9/98-2/14), Annie (Do Marcia 9/03-10/14), Pink (Miss Pinky Baker 1/02-6/15), Poppy (Cmon Err Not 8/05-1/16), Kat (Jax Candy 5/05-5/17), Ivy (Jax Isis 10/07-7/21), Hildy (Braska Hildy 7/10-12/22), Opal (Jax Opal 7/08-4/23). Toodles (BL Toodles 7/09-4/24)

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You loved her so much Robin, always remember your love for her. You just wanted her to feel better and you did everything you could with the knowledge you had at the time.

Jan with precious pups Emmy (Stormin J Flag) and Simon (Nitro Si) and Abbey Field.  Missing my angels: Bailey Buffetbobleclair 11/11/98-17/12/09; Ben Task Rapid Wave 5/5/02-2/11/15; Brooke Glo's Destroyer 7/09/06-21/06/16 and Katie Crazykatiebug 12/11/06 -21/08/21. My blog about grief The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not get over the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same, nor would you want to. Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

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I miss her stories so much. I think we've all felt the same way Robin, we just do the best we can.

Judy, mom to Darth Vader, Bandita, And Angel

Forever in our hearts, DeeYoGee, Dani, Emmy, Andy, Heart, Saint, Valentino, Arrow, Gee, Bebe, Jilly Bean, Bullitt, Pistol, Junior, Sammie, Joey, Gizmo, Do Bee

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Oh Robin, its so hard when we have to say goodbye to these precious pups and then try to get use to the changes in our life without them. Never second guess the decisions that you made. We are not perfect beings but we all try very hard to do what we feel is right. You made your decisions with love and that is never wrong. No forgiveness is ever needed when you have acted from your heart. Loca rests inside that loving heart of yours and keeps you company every day with her memories.

 

L.

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The more I see of man, the more I like dogs. ~Mme. de Staël
Missing my Bridge Angels Ryce, Bo, Jim, Miss Millie, Miss Rose, Gustopher P Jones (Pimpmaster G), Miss Isabella and Miss Star

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{{{{{{{{{{Robin}}}}}}}}}}

 

It's never wrong to try to help a dog in pain. Sometimes you get lucky and you can help. Too often, you can't. You knew when enough was enough, and that is all a dog could ask of her best person.

 

Loca, sweetie, I can picture your elegant self running over the earth, feet scarcely touching earth. When you stop for breath, send your momma some kisses on the wind.

Star aka Starz Ovation (Ronco x Oneco Maggie*, litter #48538), Coco aka Low Key (Kiowa Mon Manny x Party Hardy, litter # 59881), and mom in Illinois
We miss Reko Batman (Trouper Zeke x Marque Louisiana), 11/15/95-6/29/06, Rocco the thistledown whippet, 04/29/93-10/14/08, Reko Zema (Mo Kick x Reko Princess), 8/16/98-4/18/10, the most beautiful girl in the whole USA, my good egg Joseph aka Won by a Nose (Oneco Cufflink x Buy Back), 09/22/2003-03/01/2013, and our gentle sweet Gidget (Digitizer, Dodgem by Design x Sobe Mulberry), 1/29/2006-11/22/2014, gone much too soon. Never forgetting CJC's Buckshot, 1/2/07-10/25/10.

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You gave it your all and that's all that can ever be expected. Loca, without a doubt, knew you adored her. Don't look back, look forward and remember the wonderful, crazy, times you had together. That's what she wants. Loca's there in your heart, she's never far. I still think about Scooter and how he could have gone on but I didn't want him to suffer from the enivetable pain of osteo. I think our heart dogs go on for us. Personally, I think that's what is hard. Truly, there is nothing to forgive or beat yourself up over....you did for Loca out of love. How could that ever be wrong?

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Pam with greys Avril, Dalton & Zeus & Diddy the dachshund & Miss Buzz the kitty

Devotion, Jingle Bells, Rocky, Hans, Harbor, Lennon, NoLa, Scooter, Naomi and Scout at the bridge

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:cry1 I know it's hard not to second guess and blame yourself. It's been 3.5 yrs since Dolly died and not a day goes by that I don't think...if I hadn't have given her that damn pill, she would still be here with me. Robin, we do what we think is best out of love and the information we have at the time. Loca knows you were trying to help her and that you love her very much. Try to go easy on yourself :grouphug
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You loved Loca and that's all that matters. She knows how much you loved her. Hugs to you.

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