Guest bigorangedog Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 Just called the surgeon's office (this receptionist remembered me too - sigh). We're getting worried about Apollo's pain already. He's on Tramadol and Deramaxx, but still limping quite a bit. I asked how quickly we'd be able to schedule his amp if the surgeon thinks it's warranted during our consult on Friday morning. And it turns out they could actually do it that day. So. I sort of feel like I'm going to be sick. My poor, timid, beautiful, sweet boy. I just f-ing hate this. If all his other xrays look clean, I think we're going to go ahead with it. But, boy, I really have no idea whether I'm doing the right thing. I just hope he'll forgive me for putting him through this. And that he'll have a lot of happy days on the other side. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest VaGreymom Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 Many prayers for you as you go through this difficult time. There is no right or wrong decision, go with what your gut tells you and go with it. You do know what is best for Apollo. No matter what you decide we are always here for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MP_the4pack Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 Oh I so know what you're going thru. So many people told me not to do that to a 12 yr old. (Diamond had her amp in Oct). I definitely know now that I made the right decision. She's happy. Painfree. Chasing deer. But, Pearl was at OSU last week. My choice was put her down or have a splenectomy done. I still don't know if I did the right thing. She doesn't seem to be doing well. So......you really won't know until post op. And you can only tell yourself, that you are doing thing out of love. They can't ask for more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GreyPoopon Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 No words, just and Quote Standard Poodle Daisy (12/13) Missing Cora (RL Nevada 5/99-10/09), Piper (Cee Bar Easy 2/99-1/10), Tally (Thunder La La 9/99-3/10), Edie (Daring Reva 9/99-10/12), Dixie (Kiowa Secret Sue 11/01-1/13), Jessie (P's Real Time 11/98-3/13), token boy Graham (Zydeco Dancer 9/00-5/13), Cal (Back Already 12/99-11/13), Betsy (Back Kick Beth 11/98-12/13), Standard Poodles Minnie (1/99-1/14) + Perry (9/98-2/14), Annie (Do Marcia 9/03-10/14), Pink (Miss Pinky Baker 1/02-6/15), Poppy (Cmon Err Not 8/05-1/16), Kat (Jax Candy 5/05-5/17), Ivy (Jax Isis 10/07-7/21), Hildy (Braska Hildy 7/10-12/22), Opal (Jax Opal 7/08-4/23). Toodles (BL Toodles 7/09-4/24) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Devotion Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 Keeping you and Apollo in my prayers. I know we would all agree here that we absolutely hate osteo. It's normal what you're feeling. Fear brings questions and worries. Friday will be here soon. Then Apollo can get on with more pain free quality time. I have a feeling this boy will do greyt! Quote Pam with greys Avril, Dalton & Zeus & Diddy the dachshund & Miss Buzz the kitty Devotion, Jingle Bells, Rocky, Hans, Harbor, Lennon, NoLa, Scooter, Naomi and Scout at the bridge Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Energy11 Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 Amputations are a very very personal thing. You need to follow your heart, and do what you think is right. No matter what you decide, I KNOW I am behind you 100% as well as everyone on here. We love you and Apollo, and send you many hugs and many prayers! Dee and The Five Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Houndtime Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 We wish you guys all the best for a successful surgery and complete recovery!!! Quote Irene Ullmann w/Flying Odin and Mama Mia in Lower Delaware Angels Brandy, John E, American Idol, Paul, Fuzzy and Shine Handcrafted Greyhound and Custom Clocks http://www.houndtime.com Zoom Doggies-Racing Coats for Racing Greyhounds Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Smiley Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 I will keep Apollo in my prayers not only for a successful surgery and peaceful recovery, but also for his emotional well-being. Sending him lots of white light and calming, healing thoughts. Hugs to you too Jen, this has to be so, so hard on you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sabrina Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 (edited) Jen you & Apollo are traveling a hard road right now. I hope whatever you decide the road after this is clear sailing. Edited January 27, 2010 by sabrina Quote Caroline, Mom to Daphne (49B-50215) and Penny (41D-55779)Remembering Bridge Angels Margo and Sabrina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Charlies_Dad Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 Whatever decision you make is the right one for Apollo. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and him as you travel this journey. Give him a hug for me. Quote Kyle with Stewie ('Super C Ledoux, Super C Sampson x Sing It Blondie) and forever missing my three angels, Jack ('Roy Jack', Greys Flambeau x Miss Cobblepot) and Charlie ('CTR Midas Touch', Leo's Midas x Hallo Argentina) and Shelby ('Shari's Hooty', Flying Viper x Shari Carusi) running free across the bridge. Gus an coinnich sinn a'rithist my boys and little girl. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
greytluck Posted January 27, 2010 Share Posted January 27, 2010 Sending prayers. I know what ever decision you make will be the best one for Apollo, from reading your posts I know you always put your hounds first. Quote Hobbes-Ricard Hatch09/23/99-12/21/09 Always loved, never forgotten. Wally TNJ Boy Howdy, GLS Genuinerisk Corinna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest vahoundlover Posted January 28, 2010 Share Posted January 28, 2010 Amputations are a very very personal thing. You need to follow your heart, and do what you think is right. No matter what you decide, I KNOW I am behind you 100% as well as everyone on here. We love you and Apollo, and send you many hugs and many prayers! Dee and The Five me too Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest GryffinSong Posted January 28, 2010 Share Posted January 28, 2010 Hugs and best of luck to Apollo and you!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest bigorangedog Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 So nervous about tomorrow. Please think of Apollo. We are hoping that all his xrays are clear, and if so, that his surgery goes smoothly. I will be worried sick until he is home. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest mcsheltie Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Good luck tomorrow! You have been thru the wringer and I am praying tomorrow goes well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Adrianne Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 I'll be thinking about you and Apollo tomorrow. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
queenwinniesmom Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Oh, Jen, I was just reading your blog, and I can understand the doubt and uncertainty you are feeling. But this is the reality that you clearly recognize---cancer is a crapshoot. It doesn't play fair, and it's certainly played a cruel game with you over the last year. But knowing you, you gotta try to fight it with whatever you can. And the amp is your best weapon. Even though he hasn't been with you that long, you know him and understand him. And you love him. And that's why you will do what you can to keep him safe. I wish I could do more, but I can send you and Apollo lots of prayers and white light and hope for a successful surgery and an easy, uneventful recovery. And many more days and months and years together. And Whitey---way to go, small white dog! Isn't he wonderful? Quote Nancy, Mom to Evangelina and Kiva Missing Lacey, Patsy, Buster, my heart dog Nick, Winnie, Pollyanna, Tess, my precious Lydia, Calvin Lee, my angel butterfly Laila, and kitties Lily, Sam and Simon My Etsy shop: http://www.etsy.com/shop/Catsburgandhoundtown Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest vahoundlover Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Keeping Apollo in my prayers today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dante2zoe Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Good thoughts coming your way today. You are a very special person. Quote Cindy with Miss Fancypants, Paris Bueller, Zeke, and Angus Dante (Dg's Boyd), Zoe (In a While), Brady (Devilish Effect), Goose (BG Shotgun), Maverick (BG ShoMe), Maggie (All Trades Jax), Sherman (LNB Herman Bad) and Indy (BYB whippet) forever in my heart The flame that burns the brightest, burns the fastest and leaves the biggest shadow Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest VaGreymom Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Thinking of you both this morning. Sending positive thoughts, many prayers and hugs. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BootsyCollins Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 If I could do it all over again, I would have gone with amputation for Argos. If for no other reason than to take away that horrible pain so that the rest of his days, however short or long, would be pain free. I will be thinking many good thoughts for your big orange dog and his mama today. Quote Christie and Bootsy (Turt McGurt and Gil too) Loving and missing Argos & Likky, forever and ever. ~Old age means realizing you will never own all the dogs you wanted to. ~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Energy11 Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Thinking of you today, and sending prayers and lots of love! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Smiley Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Thinking of you and Apollo this morning Jen . . . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest jade1046 Posted January 29, 2010 Share Posted January 29, 2010 Sending good wishes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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