Guest Piila Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 (edited) After more x-rays and a fine needle aspiration yesterday, my vet, after insistance on my part, gave me his conclusion based on the FNA slides - osteo. The slides and the x-rays are in transit to dr. couto at OSU and should arrive tomorrow - fingers crossed that I get an answer on friday. seems I"m not the only one waiting for these results this week. this completely sucks. right now, he's not limping, but is stiff, and he's eating fine (especially with lots of sardines or other treats on his kibble) and he's on both metacam and tramadol. unfortunately i have a long wooden set of stairs leading up the back of the house to my apartment - I'm sick with worry that he's going to fall up or down them in the snow and ice. i've chosen not to go the amputation/chemo route, although of course guilt eats away at me constantly with this decision. partially the expense, partially the possible complications and trauma that he will endure. he doesn't do well under anesthetic at all, and he's got a bleeding problem. i'm still guilt-ridden and it's killing me. worse, i'm supposed to be leaving on holiday/volunteer work with an NGO at the end of january for 5 weeks and wonder "what do I do?"? what happens between now and then? I know, I have to take things one day at a time, but I have to think of the future as well. guilt. how would I feel with him a half world away and if he takes a turn for the worse? this is the worst christmas ever. for now, my baby is getting loved beyond belief, he gets everything and anything he wants. he is the sweetest animal in the world and I can't bear the thought of losing him, but I also can't leave him in pain. Edited December 18, 2008 by Piila Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest argolola Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I'm so sorry. My heart is breaking for you both and I have you both on my prayer list. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bevd Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I am so sorry You have to do what you feel is most suitable for you and your boy. Wishing you both lots days of fun, treats and kisses Quote Deerhounds Darcy, Duffy, Grace & Wellington, Mutts Sprout & Buddy, Lurchers Ned & Jake plus Ella the Westie + cats. Remembering Del, Jessie, Maddison, Flo, Sally, Stanley, Wallace, Radar, Mokka, Oki cat, Tetley, Poppy & Striker. Please visit our web store at http://www.dogsndubs.com for our own range of Greyhound related clothing for humans! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ss556 Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I am so sorry to hear this. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greys4Us Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Love and live each moment at a time. That is what they are trying to teach us. They know. Say goodbye, be with him and then go. He lives in the moment. He only needs you with him in that last moment. Then you can go knowing that you were there with him when he needed you. You WILL see him again when he meets you at the bridge. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest GreytMuse Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 My heart is hurting for you and your precious boy. Many hugs and prayers coming your way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ShantisMom Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I am so sorry! You know what is the best route for you baby. Don't feel guilty on your choice. Cherish the time you have. Quote The Girls Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Burpdog Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Can you get him a sling? The one Carol Becker makes is quite good. Would help if you can hang on to him going up and down the steps. Sending prayers! Quote Diane & The Senior Gang Burpdog Biscuits Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jiffer Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Quote Jennifer and Beamish (an unnamed Irish-born Racer) DOB: October 30, 2011 Forever and always missing my "Vowels", Icarus, Atlas, Orion, Uber, and Miss Echo, and Mojito. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HopeForHounds Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 (edited) Paula, you know that I'm here if you need me. Anytime you need to, call me. I'm an eternal optimist, so I'm holding on to hope that OSU gives you better news. I'm also practical enough to know that the odds are slim, Enjoy that gooffy boy of yours. If you want to visit, let me know you can come and hang out here for while. Diane has a good idea, I believe that Laura has one of the assist harnesses, ask her if you can borrow it. Hugs to Abbey, Andrew send you his best. Edited December 18, 2008 by foxysmom Quote Casual Bling & Hope for HoundsJanet & the hounds Maggie and Allen Missing my baby girl Peanut, old soul Jake, quirky Jet, Mama Grandy and my old Diva Miz Foxy; my angel, my inspiration. You all brought so much into my light, and taught me so much about the power of love, you are with me always.If you get the chance to sit it out or dance.......... I hope you dance! Missing our littlest girl. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Piila Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Thanks Janet. My fingers are still crossed. If this experience has taught me one thing it's how much friends and supporters are important in such a hard time. I'm amazed at the outpouring of well wishes and prayers and support from the greyhound community. One of my best friends says that pets are here to teach us about our own mortality. I think he might be right. They are also here to teach us what is important in our lives - the people who you love and who support you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
grey14me Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 :hope Quote Michelle...forever missing her girls, Holly 5/22/99-9/13/10 and Bailey 8/1/93-7/11/05 Religion is the smile on a dog...Edie Brickell Wag more, bark less :-) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sweetdogs Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 i'm still guilt-ridden and it's killing me. Please don't feel guilty. It doesn't help & will overshadow the time both of you have together. You love him & he loves you & each day is a new day. Every decision you make for him will be rooted in that love. Get him lots of pain killers & his favorite food. I'm sorry you have to face this. I was living it this time last year with my girl. She suprised me with her strength. I'm sure your boy will surprise you too. Quote Deirdre with Conor (Daring Pocobueno), Keeva (Kiowa Mimi Mona), & kittehs Gemma & robthomas. Our beloved angels Faolin & Liath, & kittehs Mona & Caesar. Remembering Bobby, Doc McCoy, & Chip McGrath. "He feeds you, pets you, adores you, collects your poop in a bag. There's only one explanation: you are a hairy little god." Nick Galifinakis Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CaliforniaGreys Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Lots of prayers coming from us too! Quote Missing my little Misty who took a huge piece of my heart with her on 5/2/09, and Ekko, on 6/28/12 For the sick, the lost, and the homeless Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RobinM Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Oh God- I am so sorry. Quote ROBIN ~ Mom to: Beau Think It Aint, Chloe JC Allthewayhome, Teddy ICU Drunk Sailor, Elsie N Fracine , Ollie RG's Travertine, Ponch A's Jupiter~ Yoshi, Zoobie & Belle, the kitties. Waiting at the bridge Angel Polli Bohemian Ocean , Rocky, Blue,Sasha & Zoobie & Bobbi Greyhound Angels Adoption (GAA) The Lexus Project Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest redreed Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Paula - I'm so sorry!!! Stupid osteo, blech, blech, blech. And even though I know you will not heed this advice, try not to feel guilty about your decision. You know him best and you have to decide what's right!! I had to make a similar decision once and chose the route you are taking. It's hard but when we know what we know is right. I understand your concerns for the future, I'd be concerned too, but you seem to have the right attitude with the one day at a time thing. You guys are in my prayers and thoughts, Renee Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Batmom Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I'm sorry that's the diagnosis so far. Please don't feel guilty. It's your job to do what you judge best for your pup, and I believe you're doing that. Hugs. Quote Star aka Starz Ovation (Ronco x Oneco Maggie*, litter #48538), Coco aka Low Key (Kiowa Mon Manny x Party Hardy, litter # 59881), and mom in IllinoisWe miss Reko Batman (Trouper Zeke x Marque Louisiana), 11/15/95-6/29/06, Rocco the thistledown whippet, 04/29/93-10/14/08, Reko Zema (Mo Kick x Reko Princess), 8/16/98-4/18/10, the most beautiful girl in the whole USA, my good egg Joseph aka Won by a Nose (Oneco Cufflink x Buy Back), 09/22/2003-03/01/2013, and our gentle sweet Gidget (Digitizer, Dodgem by Design x Sobe Mulberry), 1/29/2006-11/22/2014, gone much too soon. Never forgetting CJC's Buckshot, 1/2/07-10/25/10. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Carla Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Sending white light, healing energy and positive thoughts to you and to Abbey. Please give him a gentle hug from me. Carla Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iluvgreys Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Geez... I hope the news from OSU is different. In terms of choices, I've faced that same decision several times and it's always difficult and guilt-producing. You know your boy the best and will take into consideration all factors. You have my full support and understanding for whatever path you choose, as it is a decision made out of love. The idea about using a sling, especially for stairs is a very good one. Holding Abbey in my prayers for much more quality time with you. Quote Jeanne with Remington & Scooter the cat....and Beloved Bridge Angels Sandee, Shari, Wells, Derby, Phoenix, Jerry Lee and Finnian.....If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heavenand bring you home again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GreyTzu Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 :grouphug Quote Wendy and The Whole Wherd. American by birth, Southern by choice. "Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons, for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup!" ****OxyFresh Vendor ID is 180672239.**** Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest PiagetsMom Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I'm sorry......sending good thoughts and for you and Abbey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mangos_mom Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I'm so sorry. No advice to offer, but sending to you and Abbey. Quote Kate, with Nedra and HollyMissing Greyhound Angels Mango, Takoda, Ruger, Delta, and Shiloh, kitty Angel Hoot, cat-tester extraordinaire, and Rocky, the stray cat who came to stay for a little while and then moved on.Greyhounds Unlimited Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jackandgrey Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. This was the same decision I made for Jack. It was the right one and I am so at peace with it. You know and love your dog best. There are going to be challenges for sure but please don't second guess yourself and feeling guilty is just wasting your precious time with your baby. Quote Susan, Jessie and Jordy NORTHERN SKY GREYHOUND ADOPTION ASSOCIATION Jack, in my heart forever March 1999-Nov 21, 2008 My Dancing Queen Jilly with me always and forever Aug 12, 2003-Oct 15, 2010 Joshy I will love you always Aug 1, 2004-Feb 22,2013 Jonah my sweetheart May 2000 - Jan 2015 " You will never need to be alone again. I promise this. As your dog, I will sing this promise to you, and whisper it to you at night, every night, with my breath." Stanley Coren Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
patricia Posted December 18, 2008 Share Posted December 18, 2008 Sending my prayers and white light for your sweet baby and you also. Quote Patti-Mommy of Lady Sophia 7-28-92 - 8-3-04... LaceyLaine 8-2-94-12-5-07... Flash Gordon 7-14-99 - 8-29-09... BrookLynne...Pavé Maria... and 18 Bridge Kids. WATCHING OVER US~SOPHIA~QUEENIE~LACEY LAINE~ CODY ANGELO~FLASH GORDON. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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