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Bea passed away very suddenly and unexpectedly Wednesday evening. The best the e-vet could determine is that it may have been a tumor that ruptured. She had had no problems or symptoms and, in fact, was playing and running, the night before. She woke up not wanting her breakfast, so I knew she was a little off, but nothing else that would lead me to believe she was going to collapse that evening at 8:15pm. We lost her around 9pm on the way to the e-vet.

 

I estimate Bea was 6 or 7 but I don't know for sure since her tattoos had been written over and then obliterated. She spent the first 2 years of her life doing amateur rabbit coursing on the plains of West Texas. Her owner turned her and 2 others over to GPA when they started slowing down a little.

 

Bea was heartworm positive so she got treated for that and then was adopted. The first adopter returned her when she was moving overseas. Bea was then in and out of several foster homes. It was also determined at that point that she was EXTREMELY small dog aggressive - making it hard to match her to certain homes.

 

She was with me as a foster for about 3 months and I brought her back because I was getting too attached and I definitely could not have three dogs at the time. I loved having her as a foster and she fit in with Howie and Raisin perfectly even back then.

 

Finally, she found a home along with another female greyhound. After getting out of the yard at this home probably 4 different times and almost getting hit by cars on those occasions, the couple divorced and she was brought back to GPA. I took her home that very day, remembering how much I had loved her as my foster, and she never left.

 

Raisin passed on in July and the timing was "right" and she had already been with us three months so it was just like she never had ever been anywhere else but with us and that she had ALWAYS been my dog. It was meant to be...completely (Plus, I FINALLY got the red and white greyhound I had ALWAYS wanted). And she was house perfect..and I do mean totally house perfect. A dream dog.

 

I worked with her extensively on the small dog issue which was still her Achilles' heel, and we were JUST able to have an Italian Greyhound foster last month. She had become SO tolerant, that I have a beautiful photo of her and Chance snuggling on the couch. I was so so so proud of her. And she was VERY scary with the small dogs prior to coming back to live with me so this was no small feat.

 

Not only that but she was a perfect meet and greet dog, LOVED LOVED LOVED children and charmed everyone that came near her. On Monday, she came to a Barnes & Noble meet and greet with me and got many bills "just because she is so pretty". Many parents would say "my kid was scared of dogs before they met this one" about Bea. She was that magical with the kids.

 

And, yes, so pretty. I think I was more vain than I should have been about how pretty she was but she also loved to wear her coat and have me put pink collars and pajamas on her and even liked to have her toenails painted :-). Quite the girly girl.

 

I could go on and on about what a wonderful dog she was. Right now, I am trying to let this sink in. As everyone knows, it is very hard. Where I wanted to look at pictures of Raisin right after she passed, I am having a harder time looking at Bea's pictures (though I am about to include some in this post just because I loved her so much and was so proud of her). Also, fixing dinners....such a small thing..it's just been absolute TORTURE the last few days to only see 2 bowls instead of three to fill. Lots of little things, like..her bed..her blanket..how much she liked her crate..all her favorite stuffies sitting abandoned...that nobody takes a stuffie out into the yard every day. Dozens and dozens of things that are just so out of place and strange with her gone.

 

My boys are ok, but a little lost without her too. They are bumping into each other and just not sure how to "do it" as two. They have been looking for her and not finding her and every night I see Bull doing a "head count" as we come in from the yard and being a little confused as to why it is just him and Howie.

 

I am on one hand glad I did not have to watch her go in a long and painful way, but still feeling cheated that I only got her back for 1 year and 7 months. Just not long enough. It never is no matter what, though.

 

Fly to the Bridge, Super Bea, and I know Raisin and other friends were there to meet you. :brokenheart

 

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Missing our Raisin: 9/9/94 - 7/20/08, our Super Bea: 2003 - 12/16/09, our Howie: 9/17/97 - 4/9/11, our Bull: 8/7/00 - 1/17/13, our Wyatt Earp: 11/22/06 - 12/16/15, and our Cyclone 8/26/05 - 9/12/16

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I'm so very sorry for your loss. Bea was a beautiful girl, inside and out.

 

I know this may not be of much comfort, but what happened to Bea sounds exactly like what happened to our Dalmatian/Collie earlier this year. She had never been sick a day and NEVER missed a meal, but one morning woke up and wouldn't eat. Early that afternoon she collapsed. Vets thought it was a ruptured mass that bled out. We let her go. There was nothing we could have done. There was likely nothing you could have done for Bea, either. Hugs to you.

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Oh, she was meant to be with you! Clearly the time you spent together was the happiest of her life. What a terrible shock to lose her so suddenly. No wonder you are feeling so empty.

I'm so sorry you lost your precious Bea.

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Oh, I'm so sorry. You gave Bea such a loving send off to the Bridge and she left with her heart filled with your love.

 

I understand it being hard to look at pics right now. I felt that way when I lost Waggie, and I hope in time you'll be able to look at her remembering the good times. Thank you for sharing the pics of her as she was a beautiful girl.

 

Run free at the Bridge, Bea

 

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:grouphug I am so sorry :cry1 I know too well just how empty you feel after a loss so sudden. Beautiful Bea certainly had a long and rocky journey before finding her perfect forever home... it's such a shame she wasn't able to enjoy it longer.

 

 

P.S. When I reached the end of your post I gasped... Bea looks so much like my Savannah, I did a dougle take.

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I am so very sorry for your loss. :bighug

 

I think when we lose one so suddenly, so young, we are shell-shocked and it is so hard to sink in. I did so much second guessing.

 

Run with the angels Sweet Bea you are with some of the very very best. ~

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I am so sorry for your loss.

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Lynn, I'm so sorry. I know how special Bea was and she loved you very much. flowers_pink.gif

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I'm so very sorry. :cry1 She was much too young and she did not get to spend nearly long enough in her perfect home with you.

 

Godspeed Bea.

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I'm so sorry for your loss. Bea was a beautiful & special girl. I'm glad she found her forever home with you. Godspeed Bea! f_yellow

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I'm so sorry for your loss. Bea was very pretty and very lucky to have your love.

Godspeed, sweet Bea.

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My heart goes out to you.

 

Godspeed, SuperBea.

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