Diane, my heart breaks for you. Your sweet (and in your face) Gracie could never be with you long enough, but this was way too soon.
I am so sorry I didn't know until now. I will light a candle for your sweet pita, because she was who she was, and you adored her. Which she no doubt knew and took full advantage of.
You know deep down you have heart left, that is what makes you who you are.