We had the vet come to our house when we let Polli go.
It was very sureal.
First was a shot- a sedative that put her in a very comfotable place. We then spent about 20 minutes cooing, holding and loving her. She was soaking wet from our tears. The vet sat in his car for a while.
Then the shot- which stopped her heart. I had my head laying on her when that happened. It's not something I will ever forget, but I made a promise to her, that I would not make her do it alone.
It was so hard, I can not begin to tell you. But you too will get through it.
Many hugs and prayers for you during this unbeleivably difficult time.