I'm so sorry we're all going through this
It was my first Christmas without Daisy Doodles and my first Christmas in 12 years with my heart kitty, Buzz.
It just wasn't the same
Hugs to you all.
You did so much more than many would have and you gave her a chance when most would not have. She was so lucky to have had you, and you her.
I'm so sorry for your loss :grouphug