I have been putting off posting about Rhem's passing because I've been so numb. But I want to say see-you-later to him here on GT, where someone can understand, and remember him with me.
The last three days of my boy's life were not good ones. I put him through three days of hospitalization and tests and IV fluids. Days when I wasn't with him, except in my heart, where I'll always be with him, and he with me. I hope he can forgive me those three days of utter selfishness when I thought I could save him. I hope he can understand how much I wanted--needed--to keep him here on this earth with me.
I think he knows how much I love him.
To my boy, my love, my life. I will miss you every minute until we're together again.