Thank you all.
Being single, I do everything alone, it doesn't phase me. Back in Oct when this all started, I told my mom there's no way I'll be able to bring Sparks alone to the vet. But I did it. I didn't cry until I had to sign the paperwork.
One of my friends got off work early and met me there. My vets wife was also there so I ended up not being alone. Plus I had you all and so many others there in spirit.
Again, thank you all