Steph, I'm still in shock. It just wasn't supposed to be this way.
I know how much you and Steve adore your babies, and would do anything to save them. This time was no different. I just so wish the outcome would have been different. I so wish he didn't have to leave you. It's just so unfair.
He was so lucky to have you guys. I hope in time your hearts will heal, and you will be able to remember him with smiles instead of tears. :grouphug