my thoughts and prayers are with you and Design. The journey is a long one but you have lots of support here and on Circle of Grey. Try to live in the moment and continue to make the memories. Talk to your vet about pain meds. I think the most important thing is to take the weekend and think about your options, way the pros and cons and then move forward. No regrets... remember Design is living every day to the fullest. Prayers for a lot more quality time for you both.