I wish I had some words that could help ease your pain. Never believe that you failed the Oscar-man. That would only have happened if you had allowed him to remain in pain. Godspeed Oscar.
Run fast and free Nate! Please send your family a sign soon that you are ok. Some of us on this board have sworn that we caught a glimpse, heard a tag jingle or smelled a scent of one of our bridge babies. Gone completely? I am not so sure.
It hurts so bad to lose them so quickly but it hurts so bad to watch them linger. I hope you soon find some peace and comfort in your memories of your Snickers.