I am so very, very sorry. It is so hard when the loss just comes out of nowhere and hits you. I lost my second girl 2 years ago to a staus seizure. It was devastating. I can tell you that your big beautiful boy has left himself in your hearts and your memories. I can only begin to imagine how lovely he was from your tribute, and from his page on the GH database. He was related to my first girl, Scarlett and she was, in my firm belief, the most amazing dog that ever lived. She truly had magic in her. It surely sounds like Bubba Nomad did as well. Sending prayers and healing thoughts.