Awwww.....he was definitely a handsome guy. I remember after Jack died that I never thought I would stop crying. That first week was terrible. I am not sure how many days I cried, but I noticed that my crying times grew shorter and then finally one day I realized that I didn't cry at all that day. However, the next day I did. LOL I made it one day and I knew I was making progress. It does get easier. I know right now it doesn't seem like it will, but it will. It's been a year for me and I still have days when I cry because I miss him so much. There will never be another Jack for me as there will never be another Homer for you. They were one of a kind. You are not alone. We all know all you feel.