I have followed your threads of late (or lurked, whichever applies!) and feel so bad about everything for you. We have never met, but I just wanted to let you know that you and yours are tucked in my thoughts. Hopefully the bump is benign and Dodge has some good quality time left with you. Second guessing your decisions does nobody no good, as they say! You did what you (and your vets) thought was best for Dodge, which as we all know, is not necessarily best for ourselves! I hope you find peace with your actions since they were done with his best interests in mind. I know the feeling, having gone through it myself and it stinks. Cindy