Guest greycrew Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 I'm a mess. It was the worst experience of my whole life. It was very peaceful for him, but I feel horrible. I can't believe I had to do that to him. I know he is pain free now, but I want my dog. I can't stop crying. OK, but I have to post this here because I know you all won't think I'm crazy. I kept asking him to please send me a sign that he's OK. So, just before I woke up this morning I was dreaming that I was in this big building and I kept meeting people with greyhounds. A girl with 3 of them, then a man with 4 of them and when I stopped to meet his dogs he said 'that one has a star on his stomach'. (I love stars - I always think they are a good sign when I see them), Then the dog did a cockroach on the spot and there it was - a little star on his belly. So I started petting him and thinking in the dream 'wow this is a sign from Junebug!' Then I woke up. Juneau always cockroached for me so I could rub his belly. I hope it was him telling me he's ok. I can't stop crying. I wanted to write it down before I forget it... Thanks everyone. I don't even know you all personally, but I was thinking you all at the vets and so thankful that there are others out there knowing what I was going though and thinking of us. I'll post pics of Juneau in rememberance as soon as I can function a little better... Thanks again, Sharon Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HeidisMum Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Christine- Mum to Betty (Nitro Ugly Betty), Hannah (Rj Have I Told U) and missing Heidi (Sendahl Eve) 04/21/2005-06/19/2013 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CaliforniaGreys Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Sharon, please try to remember that you didn't do it "to" him, you did it "for" him. A selfless act and our final act of love. You're in my thoughts Missing my little Misty who took a huge piece of my heart with her on 5/2/09, and Ekko, on 6/28/12 For the sick, the lost, and the homeless Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest 3greysinPA Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 God Speed to the Bridge Juneau and many hugs your way from southeastern PA. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest BlackandBrindle Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Claudia is very right. You helped set him free of pain and suffering. I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy and I would say that yes, he was telling you that he is fine now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest kydie Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 He'll be waiting at the bridge Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Batmom Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 {{{{{{{{{{Sharon}}}}}}}}}} Star aka Starz Ovation (Ronco x Oneco Maggie*, litter #48538), Coco aka Low Key (Kiowa Mon Manny x Party Hardy, litter # 59881), and mom in IllinoisWe miss Reko Batman (Trouper Zeke x Marque Louisiana), 11/15/95-6/29/06, Rocco the thistledown whippet, 04/29/93-10/14/08, Reko Zema (Mo Kick x Reko Princess), 8/16/98-4/18/10, the most beautiful girl in the whole USA, my good egg Joseph aka Won by a Nose (Oneco Cufflink x Buy Back), 09/22/2003-03/01/2013, and our gentle sweet Gidget (Digitizer, Dodgem by Design x Sobe Mulberry), 1/29/2006-11/22/2014, gone much too soon. Never forgetting CJC's Buckshot, 1/2/07-10/25/10. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VinnieAndRexsMom Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 I believe your dream was more of a visit and not so much a sign But you are right, Juneau is telling you not to worry; he is O.K. Tonya, mom to May, and my angels Vinnie, Rex, Red, Chase, and Jake. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest jettcricket Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 ...no words, just Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest PhillyPups Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Sharon Claudia is right in this - you gave your Junebug the most unselfish gift of love - the gift of letting him go. I believe that when we do that we take all their pain and carry it in our heart and soul, something we just do because we love them so much. I do believe he gave you a sign - I get a lot of signs in dreams. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Magdalyn58 Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Sharon, I'm so sorry. I know how much this hurts. We had to say goodbye to our Sophie four months ago and I was consumed with grief. There were times when I couldn't get through two hours without tears. This is so hard. Please be kind to yourself and let yourself cry as much as you need to. It will get a little easier, but it does take time. Godspeed Dear Juneau... Many hugs and wishes of peace from your "neighbor" in NEPA, Lynn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest luvdogs Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 I believe in things like that. My Grandmother made an appearance just a little after she died in one of my dreams and I remember her saying that she was "okay now", in my dream. I was worried about her, and I just knew that after that appearance I could stop worrying. I am sure that was a sign. I also had a dream about my last dog before we had to put her down and it was just so comforting, I was thankful for that dream. I am sure it was a sign from your pooch. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shirley44 Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Miles October 4 2002-Novembre 19 2013 Mommy loves you big boy Tatum December 1 2004-January 23 2015 Love you Miss SiSi Bums Rowdy October 26 2001 -November 5 2015 Miss you Bébé Lou Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Ashley Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Sharon, I'm really sorry. I was thinking about you and Juneau all day yesterday. Stay strong, you did the most selfless thing you can do for a loved one. He is waiting for you at the bridge, and he will keep sending you signs so you know that he is well and waiting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest FrostyBottoms Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Claudia is right. You did the right thing. Junebug knew exactly how to let you know he's fine now. I'm so sorry for your loss. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest BellesDad Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Juneau is OK. You did the right thing. Nonetheless I know the pain you are in and I am sorry for your loss Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GreyPoopon Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 I'm so sorry. Standard Poodle Daisy (12/13) Missing Cora (RL Nevada 5/99-10/09), Piper (Cee Bar Easy 2/99-1/10), Tally (Thunder La La 9/99-3/10), Edie (Daring Reva 9/99-10/12), Dixie (Kiowa Secret Sue 11/01-1/13), Jessie (P's Real Time 11/98-3/13), token boy Graham (Zydeco Dancer 9/00-5/13), Cal (Back Already 12/99-11/13), Betsy (Back Kick Beth 11/98-12/13), Standard Poodles Minnie (1/99-1/14) + Perry (9/98-2/14), Annie (Do Marcia 9/03-10/14), Pink (Miss Pinky Baker 1/02-6/15), Poppy (Cmon Err Not 8/05-1/16), Kat (Jax Candy 5/05-5/17), Ivy (Jax Isis 10/07-7/21), Hildy (Braska Hildy 7/10-12/22), Opal (Jax Opal 7/08-4/23). Toodles (BL Toodles 7/09-4/24) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Heehoo Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Sharon, please try to remember that you didn't do it "to" him, you did it "for" him. A selfless act and our final act of love. You're in my thoughts What Claudia said. You gave him the most loving gift ever, pain free. Their mission in life is to make us happy. Our mission is to love them & take care of them. You did exactly that. Someone told me, they don't leave us, they're right there in your heart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jenners Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 please try to remember that you didn't do it "to" him, you did it "for" him. A selfless act and our final act of love. Exactly. I'm so very sorry. And I *do* think the Dream Star Dog was a message from Juneau , Jennifer Jennie with her hedgehogs and Guinea pigs, and remembering Luna, Queen of the Piggies Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PrairieProf Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 I am so sorry for your loss. You were the best possible mom to Juneau in doing what you did for him. With Cocoa (DC Chocolatedrop), missing B for Beth (2006-2015)And kitties C.J., Klara, Bernadette, John-Boy, & Sinbad Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest moremoney Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Sorry for your loss. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest greytbookert Posted August 29, 2009 Share Posted August 29, 2009 Sharon, please try to remember that you didn't do it "to" him, you did it "for" him. A selfless act and our final act of love. You're in my thoughts Well said! Having had to go through that decision, it doesn't make it any easier but it does make it tolerable. Of course you will feel horrible, a part of you is no longer on this earth but Juneau is in your heart and your memories. It does take time before you feel like you can function. Heck, I'm still in a bit of haze from saying good bye to Annie a week ago. But I have been able to smile thinking of her sweet face. Hugs to you, many of us know how you feel and can help you through it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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