It is so HARD, we lost our Champ 10-days after he had his dental, he never came out of the anthesia, and then he got a tumor and it burst in his belly and had internal bleeding. I have never ever got over this and I miss him so Much, IF I had only known that it was his last days. I thought he was getting better and the only thing that I do feel good about is we had taken him to get a ice cream the night before and that was his favorite, but we never knew it would be his last walk to get a ice cream. I miss him so Much and it has been almost 3 years this August.