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  1. Sending prayers for you and Mahogany.

    I always got the artemisinin for Winnie from Nutricology.com. And strangely, the price actually went down this year. Holley would be reputable too.

    ETA If I remember, pycnogenol is pine cone extract. I also gave that to Winnie as well as the artemisinin. I haven't heard too many people talk about it, but it is another immune system booster that for some reason, I thought was worth trying. I realize Winnie and I might have gotten incredibly lucky, but Dr. Couto believed she was in remission when we lost her 3 1/2 years after her diagnosis. You can get pycnogenol at vitamin stores. I got mine at Vitamin World.

    More prayers....

  2. I cannot tell you how many people have said to me, he is a 12 year old dog. But then again these are the same people who said to me 2 years ago, who adopts a 10 year old? I would not trade one minute with Scooter. He is my heart. I will never be without a senior. Thank you everyone. I really believe we are a big family!!!! I hope you all know I care about each and every one of you.

     

    I truly think these people are deficient in their souls. And even though it has got to make you feel bad to hear that, just feel sorry for them. Think of the joy they have missed.

    And I know you are thinking every day of the joy that Scooter has brought you. Gentle hugs to the sweet boy. I hope you are able to have many more blessed days together.

     

  3. Ah, the sweet little old lady....sometimes they just let you know that they are so very tired, and it is time to go. And you love her enough to listen. It's been a long haul, but your Sprite is a winner. It sounds like you have a lot going on in your life. Hope these next few days make memories to bring you comfort.

  4. That is so terribly sad. I'm so sorry you're dealing with the loss of both of your precious boys at the same time. Buddy sounds like he was a wonderful dog, and very well loved. Thank goodness Jake found you before he had to leave, and he was able to have the forever family he deserved. I'm sorry that it couldn't have been longer.

  5. Thank-you for your lovely tribute. It enabled all of us who were following her story to share your wonderful memories. She was a lucky girl to come to you when she was just a baby, and to have the time together that you did. You've been through a lot of changes in your life, and it seems that your Mattie was a constant. Your heart and home feel so empty right now, but in time, your precious memories will bring more smiles than tears.

    I'm so sorry you lost your sweet girl.

  6. Oh, Mara, I know that everyone who has followed Mattie's story is heartbroken at your loss. From your very first post, the love that you and Mattie shared was so clear, I think that's why we became as invested in her recovery as we did. Some dogs and owners just seem to be special, and that was you and Mattie. Though her loss is still so fresh and so overwhelming, please know that you did the right thing for your precious girl. How she loved you! She would have stayed, you know, just to be with you and your husband, but the pain was just too much, and her body wasn't as strong as that love. To set her free was the most loving, unselfish thing you could have done. She'll send you a sign that she's running free of pain, safe and whole, and forever in your heart.

    You said she was your angel....

     

    An angel's star is shining

    in the place where she is free

    from pain and fear and weariness,

    those fragile, earthbound things,

    and she would tell you not to cry.

    Your angel's found her wings.

  7. I'm so, so sorry that cancer is stealing another precious Grey away from us. Sadly, so many of us do know what you're going through right now. Doesn't make it any easier to say good-bye to your sweet girl, but do know that you both are in our thoughts and prayers.

    Cherish your time together. She knows that you love her.

  8. Oh, Buddy, will the humiliation never cease? First you've got everyone scrutinizing your heinie way more than you'd ever want or need, and now we suspect that your sister may have BITTEN YOU IN THE BUTT? You tell her to keep those toofers to herself or Uncle Doug will come up and give her a stern talking to. Which, come to think about it, she probably wouldn't mind all that much. Well, anyway, we're glad it isn't something more serious. Though antibiotics may clear up your problem, I hope your pride isn't too badly wounded.

  9. Oh, no! I'm so sorry you've gotten this sad news. Pam, I think you have sensitively expressed what any of us would tell you. You know just what to do for your heart boy. It's just that it's so damn hard. And the kind souls who open their hearts and homes to seniors know too well and too often what to expect. It's something that you know may be waiting around the corner, but you still do what you do because it's worth it. The time spent together never seems to be enough. But he does live in the moment, and safe in the circle of your love, that is all he knows. Try not to let the sad thoughts of what is yet to come steal your precious time away today. But you know that---it's so clear.

    Prayers going out to you and Scooter.

  10. Each day, I check back and hope for better news, and my heart breaks to see that Mattie is still having such a difficult time---as you are too! I can feel your frustration and distress---please try to contact Dr. Couto again. I don't know your vets, but it just doesn't seem that they are doing well by your sweet girl. I was just wondering, since eating is a problem, is she getting any support fluids? If she doesn't eat or drink for a while, she really needs fluids so she won't get dehydrated. They can put a lot of nutrients in the fluid bag. If she can take any liquid at all, I'd second the suggestion of Ensure. And also what Xan suggested about having a friend accompany you. This is a LOT to be going through on your own.

    Said a big prayer for Mattie and you this morning.

  11. Though I'm just seeing this now, please know that so many people are following Mattie's story. And if you can, check back often so we can know how she is doing. Also, I think it helps to be able to write about this, and there are lots of people here who are so knowledgeable. And I don't know if you've checked out Circle of Grey. They are a site especially for Grey owners who are dealing with life threatening illnesses, especially various types of cancer. Though it is most commonly osteo, there may be someone there who also has experience with this type of cancer. I just feel so bad for you and for her. What a lot to go through, especially when your husband has just been deployed.

    Sending prayers and white light for healing.

  12. I'm so sorry you've gotten this saddest diagnosis. I feel that this has got to be the worst time. You don't know what to do, and there are so many possibilities and questions. You're sad and angry and scared. You may not know much about osteo now, but there is a lot you can learn. You've gotten some good advice, which I would second. HeatherDemps is just a few months ahead of you in this journey, and though all of our experiences are different, so much is the same. Find out everything you can---Circle of Grey is an excellent source of info and support. And Dr. Couto is a saint. You just need to decide what is best for Cannon. Eight is not that old. Is he strong enough to deal with the surgery and recovery and life on 3 legs if you choose to amputate? You know him best. My Winnie was 8 when she was diagnosed too, and we knew she was strong enough to deal with amputation. And we knew she wanted to be here---she wouldn't have given up, and so we didn't feel that we could either. We didn't do the chemo, but did start her on artemisinin right away. Please research this---Dr. Couto is doing studies on it, and there has been a lot of success. There was a good article about it in the Celebrating Greyhounds cancer issue a few years ago. Winnie was on it for over 3 years. Yes, she was with us for 3 1/2 years---good, quality years--- after the amputation. I believe that she beat the monster osteo. We lost her to kidney failure just before her 12th birthday. Of course, I realize that we were probably amazingly lucky, and every dog and owner is different. But you just do what you can, and hope for the best. Sometimes it's enough, and sometimes everything we do just doesn't bring us a lot of precious time. But look into your heart, and make a decsion that is right for Cannon and for you, and then don't second guess. There is no right or wrong decision, only what is best for your sweet boy. First, I hope you do have a chest X-ray done. I'm surprised that your vet said "probably in the lungs". Well, there could be lung mets, and his lungs could be clear, and that would make a big difference in your decision. I think an oncologist would be able to give you much more insight.

    I hope you return here when you can. It really helps to know that so many others know what you're going through, and understand.

    Sending prayers and white light to you and Cannon for strength and healing.

  13. Your eloquent tribute brought tears to my eyes, but then I read Spotty's story (I hadn't known it)....and I'm sitting here crying. You have a gift for words, you know, matched by the gift of love and patience you gave your precious boy. I'm so sorry you've lost him. But even while we share your sadness, we know that Spotty was blessed to have had the perfect Mom, and to have spent his new life precisely where he was meant to be. He became the dog you knew in your heart that he was, unique and complete, because you found each other.

  14. What a terrible, terrible thing. I know you are consumed with thoughts of his recovery, and this must be mentally and physically exhausting. Can't tell you not to worry, but please know that you and Dude are in the thoughts and prayers of everyone here. I'm going to keep visualizing him eating and drinking---and you getting some much needed rest! Please keep us updated.

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