Dee, I could never believe that you failed Rusty and I know he never felt you did.. You were the Best Mommy!!!!! One day you will meet again, it is so hard and I know you feel cheated, it is never easy to say goodbye. Their is never a right time,, we never have enough time, they are our babies and we love them with our whole hearts, I am so sorry but know I am thinking about you today and I wish I was closer I would give you a HUGE hug and maybe do something with you in the memory of Rusty. But since I can't I am sending you HUGE cyder hugs!!!!! Please do something for you and Rusty today he would want mommy to be happy, and your tribute is Beautiful. :bighug :bighug