Oh, doG. This is enough to rip your heart out. I hope you can feel the love and support of GT...............as someone said earlier, you have always been so supportive of everyone else. Please take comfort that you are not alone - many, many are praying for you and Steak; just wish we could be of more help. Please don't beat yourself up - save your strength for Steak - he needs your love, support and strength to pull out of this. Hopefully the new neuro will be able to come up with the right combination for him. Sending prayers.