greytpups Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 (edited) I still can’t believe I’m writing this. Brooke died unexpectantly on Tuesday, June 21st. It’s taken me awhile to write because it’s been such a shock and extremely painful. Brooke was my grief counsellor when Bailey and Ben died and I can’t imagine life without her. In 2009, I saw this picture on GT and I felt a connection to the red greyhound in the pic. I pm’d her foster dad and found out a bit about her, not knowing that Bailey had cancer at the time. We said good bye to Bailey in December and then I got a call about a farm closing in PA. So we went on a road trip and visited kennels, farms, vet offices, and finally Brooke’s foster home. I wrote a story about adopting Brooke in Celebrating Greyhounds. DH fell in love with lots of the pups we visited, but I wanted to drive to Philly because I wanted to see Brooke. There was a ball game on so we got stuck in traffic in Philly and then we got lost, but I persisted and we kept going. When we met I saw that she was timid, but I have a soft spot for the shy ones, and even though I was grieving, I knew as soon as I saw her that she was the one. The ride home..she was so sweet Brooke turned out to be the happiest, healthiest, smartest, cutest, well-behaved , loving greyhound and we always had a strong bond from day 1. She would meet me at the door, come say hello and then run and play with her toys. She followed me around the house just to be in the same room. When you saw us on walks or at events, Brooke was always on the end of the leash I was holding. She also slept in our walk-in closet (10’ x 11’) which was more like her own private room. Many mornings I would lie down beside her and stroke her and tell her how much I loved my beautiful girl. If she wanted more petting, she’d put her paw on me and many times she would make me smile when she didn’t want me to stop. When she was on her pillow in the living room, I would lie down beside her and she would flop over and lay on me. My feel-good hormones were working overtime when she laid her head on me and gaze lovingly into my eyes. Grapehounds...I always was the one holding her leash. I woke up early that Tuesday morning and lied down with her while I petted her for about 15 minutes not knowing this would be the last time. When I come home now, the toys are still in the toy box, when I do laundry, no one follows me upstairs, when I get dressed in the morning, no little face is peeking up at me wanting to be pet and no paws reach out for more petting. Losing Ben in November and now Brooke leaves me with many feelings, so many I can’t even begin to describe them. I keep asking “Why Brooke?” She was really fit, she got ample opportunity to run (which she loved loved loved), probiotics, joint supplements, dentals, etc. “Whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger’ is bs. I am broken beyond repair. Brooke, loving you has been the greatest joy of my life. Rest well sweet baby girl. You will always hold a special place in my broken heart. Edited July 6, 2016 by greytpups Quote Jan with precious pups Emmy (Stormin J Flag) and Simon (Nitro Si) and Abbey Field. Missing my angels: Bailey Buffetbobleclair 11/11/98-17/12/09; Ben Task Rapid Wave 5/5/02-2/11/15; Brooke Glo's Destroyer 7/09/06-21/06/16 and Katie Crazykatiebug 12/11/06 -21/08/21. My blog about grief The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not get over the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same, nor would you want to. ― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ramonaghan Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I'm so sorry for the sudden loss of your beautiful girl. Rest well, Brooke. Quote Rachel with littermates Doolin and Willa, boss cat Tootie, and feline squatters Crumpet and Fezziwig. Missing gentlemen kitties Mud, Henry, and Richard and our beautiful, feisty, silly Sweep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
misspiggy Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 How awful! Hugs to you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
smurfette Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I'm so sorry for your sudden loss. Sending hugs and strength you way. Quote Sorry for butchering the english language. I try to keep the mistakes to a minimum. Nadine with Paddy (Zippy Mullane), Saoirse (Lizzie Be Nice), Abu (Cillowen Abu) and bridge angels Colin (Dessies Hero) and Andy (Riot Officer). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Time4ANap Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 Jan, I am so sorry for the loss of your gorgeous girl so soon after losing Ben. They were both so loved and I always loved following their travels and adventures with you. Run free, Brooke. Quote Camp Broodie. The current home of Mark Kay Mark Jack and Gracie Kiowa Safe Joan. Always missing my boy Rocket Hi Noon Rocket, Allie Phoenix Dynamite, Kate Miss Kate, Starz Under Da Starz, Petunia MW Neptunia, Diva Astar Dashindiva, and LaVida I've Got Life Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dante2zoe Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I am so very sorry. I, too, unexpectedly suddenly lost my silly, shy boy this year and still am not able to post a proper tribute. I feel your pain. Many hugs. Cindy Quote Cindy with Miss Fancypants, Paris Bueller, Zeke, and Angus Dante (Dg's Boyd), Zoe (In a While), Brady (Devilish Effect), Goose (BG Shotgun), Maverick (BG ShoMe), Maggie (All Trades Jax), Sherman (LNB Herman Bad) and Indy (BYB whippet) forever in my heart The flame that burns the brightest, burns the fastest and leaves the biggest shadow Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bradymom Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I as so very sorry for your loss of Brooke. Quote The handsome boy Brady, mid-morning nap. The sun, the sun feels so, so, so good. I can't keep my eyes open ... ... Retirement agrees ... ... and the Diva Ms India, 2001 - 10/16/2009 .... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
45MPHK9 Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 Jan, I am stunned to see Brooke's name here. Brooke was a beautiful, gentle girl. She had such a wonderful life with you and Dave. I wish that there was something we could do to ease your pain. Sending you a hug across the miles. Dewey Beach 2015 Quote Tricia with Kyle, our senior mutt dog Always missing Murray Maldives, Bee Wiseman, River, Hopper, Kaia, and Holly Oaks Holly“You don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows.“ -Bob Dylan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rickiesmom Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 Jan. There are no words, I am shocked and so sorry, your heartbreak is palpable. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarabz Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I am so very sorry. While none of us would wish suffering on a pup, the sudden, unexpected loss is in some ways harder. Many hugs. Quote Dave (GLS DeviousDavid) - 6/27/18 Gracie (AMF Saying Grace) - 10/21/12 Bella (KT Britta) - 4/29/05 to 2/13/20 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remolacha Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I am so very sorry The only thing wrong with a perfect dog is that they don't live long enough Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Batmom Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I'm so sorry. What an awful, untimely shock for you and your family. Godspeed, sweetheart. Quote Star aka Starz Ovation (Ronco x Oneco Maggie*, litter #48538), Coco aka Low Key (Kiowa Mon Manny x Party Hardy, litter # 59881), and mom in IllinoisWe miss Reko Batman (Trouper Zeke x Marque Louisiana), 11/15/95-6/29/06, Rocco the thistledown whippet, 04/29/93-10/14/08, Reko Zema (Mo Kick x Reko Princess), 8/16/98-4/18/10, the most beautiful girl in the whole USA, my good egg Joseph aka Won by a Nose (Oneco Cufflink x Buy Back), 09/22/2003-03/01/2013, and our gentle sweet Gidget (Digitizer, Dodgem by Design x Sobe Mulberry), 1/29/2006-11/22/2014, gone much too soon. Never forgetting CJC's Buckshot, 1/2/07-10/25/10. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Houndtime Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 Oh, Jan. I am so sorry to read of Brooke's passing. When does the hurting stop? I can't answer; I don't think ever. It gets better, but, it doesn't go away. I am glad that we got to see her just a few weeks ago. Take care, my friend. Quote Irene Ullmann w/Flying Odin and Mama Mia in Lower Delaware Angels Brandy, John E, American Idol, Paul, Fuzzy and Shine Handcrafted Greyhound and Custom Clocks http://www.houndtime.com Zoom Doggies-Racing Coats for Racing Greyhounds Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carronstar Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I am so very sorry for your sudden loss of your beloved Brooke. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
macoduck Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 {{{ Jan, Dave, and Katiebug }}} Quote Freshy (Droopys Fresh), NoAh the podenco orito, Rita the podenco maneta, Howie the portuguese podengo maneto Angels: Lila, the podenco, Mr X aka Denali, Lulu the podenco andaluz, Hada the podenco maneta, Georgie Girl (UMR Cordella), Charlie the iggy, Mazy (CBR Crazy Girl), Potato, my mystery ibizan girl, Allen (M's Pretty Boy), Percy (Fast But True), Mikey (Doray's Patuti), Pudge le mutt, Tessa the iggy, Possum (Apostle), Gracie (Dusty Lady), Harold (Slatex Harold), "Cousin" Simon our step-iggy, Little Dude the iggy ,Bandit (Bb Blue Jay), Niña the galgo, Wally (Allen Hogg), Thane (Pog Mo Thoine), Oliver (JJ Special Agent), Comet, & Rosie our original mutt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
krissy Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 SO sad to see this post! Run free Brooke.... Quote Kristie and the Apex Agility Greyhounds: Kili (ATChC AgMCh Lakilanni Where Eagles Fly RN IP MSCDC MTRDC ExS Bronze ExJ Bronze ) and Kenna (Lakilanni Kiss The Sky RN MADC MJDC AGDC AGEx AGExJ). Waiting at the Bridge: Retired racer Summit (Bbf Dropout) May 5, 2005-Jan 30, 2019 Like us on Facebook! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
robinw Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I'm so sorry. She wA such a sweetheart. I loved her, too. Quote Xavi the galgo and Peter the cat. Missing Iker the galgo ?-Feb.9/19, Treasure (USS Treasure) April 12/01-May 6/13, Phoenix (Hallo Top Son) Dec.14/99-June 4/11 and Loca (Reko Swahili) Oct.9/95 - June 1/09, Allen the boss cat, died late November, 2021, age 19. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
teri_d Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 beautiful tribute to a gorgeous and loved Brooke.....many hugs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PattyE Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 I am so sorry. She was beautiful! Quote Patty, Mom to Jaxson 5/12/2017 Forever in my heart: Joey 11/01/2007 to 12/06/2018, Scout 11/19/2005 to 07/15/15 and Jack 01/03/2004 to 06/11/2011 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest goofydog Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 Jan, like so many others, seeing Brooke's name in this thread made my heart miss a beat. She was such a beautiful, gentle girl and I know your hearts are shattered. Sending gentle hugs across the miles for you and Dave. I'll find Brooke's star in the sky tonight. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neighsayer Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 Hugs! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RedHead Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 Oh no I am so sad to read this. It is even more upsetting when they go suddenly and unexpected. Brooke was a special girl, and she went on so many amazing adventures. You are in my thoughts. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BatterseaBrindl Posted July 6, 2016 Share Posted July 6, 2016 So very sorry for the sudden loss of your pretty girl. Remember the good times.... Quote Nancy...Mom to Sid (Peteles Tiger), Kibo (112 Carlota Galgos) and Joshi. Missing Casey, Gomer, Mona, Penelope, BillieJean, Bandit, Nixon (Starz Sammie), Ruby (Watch Me Dash) Nigel (Nigel), and especially little Mario, waiting at the Bridge. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GreyPoopon Posted July 7, 2016 Share Posted July 7, 2016 No No No! This can't have happened. She was too young. Too vital. Too special. I am incredibly shocked and so inexpressibly sorry. I can't even imagine your pain. Godspeed Brooke. Quote Standard Poodle Daisy (12/13) Missing Cora (RL Nevada 5/99-10/09), Piper (Cee Bar Easy 2/99-1/10), Tally (Thunder La La 9/99-3/10), Edie (Daring Reva 9/99-10/12), Dixie (Kiowa Secret Sue 11/01-1/13), Jessie (P's Real Time 11/98-3/13), token boy Graham (Zydeco Dancer 9/00-5/13), Cal (Back Already 12/99-11/13), Betsy (Back Kick Beth 11/98-12/13), Standard Poodles Minnie (1/99-1/14) + Perry (9/98-2/14), Annie (Do Marcia 9/03-10/14), Pink (Miss Pinky Baker 1/02-6/15), Poppy (Cmon Err Not 8/05-1/16), Kat (Jax Candy 5/05-5/17), Ivy (Jax Isis 10/07-7/21), Hildy (Braska Hildy 7/10-12/22), Opal (Jax Opal 7/08-4/23). Toodles (BL Toodles 7/09-4/24) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MP_the4pack Posted July 7, 2016 Share Posted July 7, 2016 Oh Jan, what a shock! She was way too young. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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