becka Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Tonight at 7:30p I let Spade cross over to the Rainbow Bridge. His lymphoma had progressed so far. Last night went I went to work his neck was swollen and he was still in good spirits. This morning when I got home from work I did not get my normal 'lets beat everything with my tail and feet to let mom know how happy I am' greeting. All I got was him walking up to me. No excitement. Sometime during the night one of the nodes in his neck ruptured and was causing him to have breathing problems and difficulty swallowing. I decided that all day with no good was a sign. I know I did the right thing and I know it was time. I made a promise to him that when the bad outweighed the good I would release him. My beloved heart dog is now running free and eating God knows what! I held his head in my lap as the vet gave him the medicine. Mom, dad and baby sis were all at the vets with me and it truly helped to have them there. Shortly after Spade was gone I came to realize he truly was my heart dog. His ear tatoo was 27A. I am 27 and I was the first born. I got him 2 days after my 27th birthday. He was an awesome dog and tolerated a lot. I knew that when he whimpered tonight he was in too much pain to bear and I couldn't stand it. I probably will disappear for a while and collect myself. I want to thank everyone for all their support and compassion. Becka and Spade at the Bridge Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Paula Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Becka, I'm so very, very sorry to hear about Spade. Quote ~One nation, under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all ~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Batmom Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Bless you. Gentle hugs to you, and blowing a kiss to Spade in his new pain-free home across the bridge. Quote Star aka Starz Ovation (Ronco x Oneco Maggie*, litter #48538), Coco aka Low Key (Kiowa Mon Manny x Party Hardy, litter # 59881), and mom in IllinoisWe miss Reko Batman (Trouper Zeke x Marque Louisiana), 11/15/95-6/29/06, Rocco the thistledown whippet, 04/29/93-10/14/08, Reko Zema (Mo Kick x Reko Princess), 8/16/98-4/18/10, the most beautiful girl in the whole USA, my good egg Joseph aka Won by a Nose (Oneco Cufflink x Buy Back), 09/22/2003-03/01/2013, and our gentle sweet Gidget (Digitizer, Dodgem by Design x Sobe Mulberry), 1/29/2006-11/22/2014, gone much too soon. Never forgetting CJC's Buckshot, 1/2/07-10/25/10. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
plepkowski Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Godspeed Spade. Take some time to adjust Becka. Quote Paul with Bill & Elmo & angel Happy in the beautiful Hudson Valley of NY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
krissn333 Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Sorry to hear that things progressed so quickly...he's running pain free and yes, probably eating God knows what No doubt whatsoever he was your heart dog Take all the time you need, we'll all be here when you are feeling "gathered". Quote Kristin in Moline, IL USA with Ozzie (MRL Crusin Clem), Clarice (Clarice McBones), Latte and Sage the IGs, and the kitties: Violet and Rose Lovingly Remembered: Sutra (Fliowa Sutra) 12/02/97-10/12/10, Pinky (Pick Me) 04/20/03-11/19/12, Fritz (Fritz Fire) 02/05/01 - 05/20/13, Ace (Fantastic Ace) 02/05/01 - 07/05/13, and Carrie (Takin the Crumbs) 05/08/99 - 09/04/13. A cure for cancer can't come soon enough.-- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PatricksMom Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Oh Becka, I'm so sorry. We all know how much you love him, and letting him go must have been so hard for you, but what a kindness to him. Godspeed baby, wait happily at the bridge. Quote Beth, Petey (8 September 2018- ), and Faith (22 March 2019). Godspeed Patrick (28 April 1999 - 5 August 2012), Murphy (23 June 2004 - 27 July 2013), Leo (1 May 2009 - 27 January 2020), and Henry (10 August 2010 - 7 August 2020), you were loved more than you can know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Becki Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 I am so sorry for your loss. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest lillysmum Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Bye sweet Spade. Run free at the Bridge. My deepest sympathy to you at this difficult time. You made the right decision, hard as it is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest javalover1123 Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Oh Becka, I am so very sorry for your loss. You know he is in a better place, your heart! hang in there, I really am sorry and feel for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lilysmom Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 So very sorry for your loss. You did the right thing, now Spade is running and jumping pain free and wagging his tail with overwhelming thoughts of playing. He'll be waiting for you and will never leave your heart Take all the time you need, just remember we are all here for you anytime! Take care! Sending healing prayers for your heart! Rest in peace Spade Quote Praying for all the missing greys! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iluvgreys Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 (edited) My heart goes out to you in this challenging time. You gave your precious boy the final gift of freedom from pain and suffering, and he will always be connected with you through your heart. Godspeed sweet Spade. Edited February 24, 2003 by iluvgreys Quote Jeanne with Remington & Scooter the cat....and Beloved Bridge Angels Sandee, Shari, Wells, Derby, Phoenix, Jerry Lee and Finnian.....If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heavenand bring you home again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest DodgersMom Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Bless you for knowing when to let him go. Spade run free and happy and watch over your mommy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bevd Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 I'm very sorry to hear about Spade. My thoughts are with you. Quote Deerhounds Darcy, Duffy, Grace & Wellington, Mutts Sprout & Buddy, Lurchers Ned & Jake plus Ella the Westie + cats. Remembering Del, Jessie, Maddison, Flo, Sally, Stanley, Wallace, Radar, Mokka, Oki cat, Tetley, Poppy & Striker. Please visit our web store at http://www.dogsndubs.com for our own range of Greyhound related clothing for humans! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Tory Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Oh Becka, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss, Spade will always be with you in your heart, i can picture his sweet face smiling down on you now for helping him out of the pain he was in. ((BIG hugs)) so very sorry...god bless you both Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
floydieboy Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Oh Becka, I am so so sorry........This is such a difficult time, even after recently going through it, I don't know what to say to comfort you. Warm hugs to you. Time does help you, believe me..... There is a lot of support here and it does help..... Take as much time as you need but know that we are all here for you.... I bet Floyd is showing Spade how to play soccer and having a great time!! Quote Janet & Liddy Katy, Texas but been all over Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest TorynUs Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 So sorry to hear of your loss. Sympathy and hugs to you at this difficult time. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
greyhoundlov Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 I'm sorry. Quote Mary in Houston Everyone has a photographic memory, but not everyone has film. LAND OF THE FREE BECAUSE OF THE BRAVE Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ScarlettsMom Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 I'm sorry for your loss. You did the right thing for Spade. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest sherpays Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 My heart hurts for you. I am so sorry. It also makes me sad (or maybe honored) that he went to the bridge on my birthday, February 23rd. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hallie Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 My deepest sympathy. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Godspeed, Spade. Quote Nancy missing my Angel, Chance ~ 1/23/99 - 1/24/08 (Fortified Heart) "...for every joy that passes, something beautiful remains" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest TheMackeyPack Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 becka, I am so very sorry to hear about Spade. I know he will live in your heart forever. Please be assured that you did everything for him and you made the right decision out of your love for him. If you need anything please let me know Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DianeFG Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Oh Becka! I'm so sorry Quote Diane Fudgie 2/27/96 - 8/14/05 and Goods 2/27/96 - 3/12/08 ~~Together again~~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BluegrassGrey Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Oh, Becka, I'm so sorry to hear about Spade. But he's in a better place now. Quote Kathryn, “Broadway” BW’s Broadway: Shaggy Bessie x Jimbo Red Rose, & "Ellie" Noah's Smelldog: Castor Troy x Mulberry Jade. My Angels "Sidney" Rainier Rapper: Rainier Ranger x Rainier Rapport (09/03/2001-2/26/2012); "Pistol" Tiowa Pistol: Rapido Rambo x My Roz (11/19/1998-8/02/2011); “Perry" Tiowa Perry: Rapido Rambo x My Roz (11/19/1998-6/09/2010); "Jackie" Mjp's Jackie: Joey Flint x Social Robin (6/12/1997-6/20/2008) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MilliesMom Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 Sincerest condolences. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest azgreyluver Posted February 24, 2003 Share Posted February 24, 2003 I'm sorry, Becka Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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